It's funny how people you thought you could trust and stay friends with get more and more irritating the less you talk.
Because when you do talk, it's usually not the typical 'How've you been?" or casual convo, but usually ends up in an argument over nothing.
I guess I'm lucky that certain people don't contact me anymore, and that I've lost interest in contacting them. We don't need the tension, do we? But the people who I do end up talking to, if only on a facebook status, end up pissing me off much more than they should. Of course there's Bitch, 1's ex who is the most immature two-faced person I've ever not-met, but I don't really want to get into that right now.
There's also, believe it or not, 3. 3 and I haven't spoken since the first week of January, and even before then we didn't speak much. Just drifted, I guess. And sure I miss the kid and our convos, but lately he(and myself as well- I won't let him take all the blame) has been quite snippy lately. Depression kicking in on both end plus my cycle, I guess? Even so, his statuses and comments tend to piss me off so much that I don't bother trying a conversation, even after the petty argument blew over.
2 and another good friend of mine I also parted ways with, sad to say. The other person a friend since she was born, sharing a sister, but that didn't really stop us from going our seperate ways once highschool hit. Now she's really more of a distant relative than a friend. We've changed though- she's more into guys, gossip, shopping and charity- I'm into Jpop idols, metal, and gothic lolita. 2 was a lost cause since we broke up, so I haven't really bothered except for a 'hey stranger' here and there, always getting no reply(Well we ARE strangers after all.), and a holiday gift here and there.
Is it bad that I don't really care about losing these people as friends(with the exception of 2, even though I'm trying so very hard to let go)? I mean, I'll meet new people, new friends. And I'm sure I'll be just as distant with everyone else I'm friends with in the long run. It's just how life works.
It's kinda sad, but I really just don't give a damn.
