Saturday, December 31, 2011

Highlights, Lowlights, Bud Lights.

Just kidding about the last one. I'd never drink that crap even if I could drink alchohol.

So, Highlights of 2011:
~Junior Prom
~Ponies
~Getting back together with 1
~Birth of mah Nephew, Tryston Gabriel
~Southern's spring Concert 2011
~Japanese homestays ♥ Probably one of the best parts of 2011 for me.
~All of my adventures with mah meeps
~Monster High, Morning Musume, Berryz and S/mileage ♥
~All of my experiences with my job
~My 18th Birthday Party and the week of absolute hyperness after I turned 18

Lowlights:
~Depression worsened
~Dad threatening to leave, again
~Nonstop sickness, mainly my throat virus
~And, though not necessarily a lowlight anymore, when 3 broke up with me. More like a bad memory, but nothing I regret. Hell, if that never happened I never would've been with 1 again, ne?

So over all, this was a damn good year minus the lowlights. Hopefully next year'll be even better, and god hope I heal soon.

Monday, December 26, 2011

Reverted.

Back to supporting the sound village around my neck,
wearing a hat just about every day,
Wearing outfits that make everyone but me question it.

Back to a brave smile through depression and judgement,
back to an innocent love I never thought I'd have, let alone regain.
Back to a life of being passionate about anime, sonic OCs, and music.

Oh, music. Back to The Rasmus and Nightwish,
back to the alternative style I was so fond of while
still finding a new love of jpop, a love for the harpsichord.

Back to the girl I thought was gone forever: This 'Kinja' girl
who seemed to be nothing but a memory, a mistake learned from,
though I realize it never is a mistake to be yourself, to be brave, to be different.

Different.
I am completely different, while still being completely the same.
And I would never change that for anything.