Home Part 2

So, I absolutely love it here <3 My motivation is back; I've been learning dances, studied for two hours of my own free will. My confidence is back, too, ever since I got that haircut yesterday. I haven't had a haircut since before Easter 2013, and oh my goodness she did such a great job <3 I actually want to wear my natural hair out in public more often, and my confidence boosted. 8D I even got a few look-overs from intrigues people in the mall as I walked by.

There's so many shopping districts here, too. There's two malls, about 6 or 7 shopping districts/strip malls, and fast food places/restaurants out the ying-yang within 15 minutes of here! I've easily spent 200 already, but everything was worth it and counted as a birthday gift to myself. I barely get out and shop for myself anymore, other than for necessities like food. If Love and I moved here, we'd have no problem finding jobs. I could transfer to a Wawa up here(though I have never worked at a gas store before 8D') and get a job on the side, and Love could apply for a supermarket or retail. There's so many places around to apply to, so we'd have a lot of opportunities.

I haven't spoken to him about it yet, let alone asked my parents. I want to do my research first; I'd like to see how easy it would be to transfer stores and if my benefits will still count, ways to get everything to my parents house as easily as possible, the nearest schools and bus systems in PA. I'd like him to come visit first, see what he thinks. My father allowed a change to the no-boyfriends-sleeping-over rule, but he'd have to sleep in the basement(which once we get furniture and stuff down there will be like a mini-apartment.) If my parents can see how good he treats me, how much potential he has, they might consider when I ask if we could move in and either he or the both of us would pay rent.

I'm going to talk it over with him, definitely. Perhaps sooner if my depression comes back right after I go back to Jersey. I think it would do us both good to get out of such a stressful environment and actually move on in our lives. Start paving the way for if and when we get our own place, and whatever may follow afterwards.

I'm just not sure where to start. -sweatdrop-