I didn't expect anything logging on Skype this morning, I was just opening it in case of a dubber friend wanting to get a hold of me. So while I was going through my daily internet routine, I hear the little Skype squeak, look at the notification and my heart skipped a beat. That friend, the one I lost touch with, actually STARTING a conversation. We spoke for a while, then added in our third friend just like old times. We were speaking as we did those three years ago, goofing around and having a grand old time.

However.

I felt a wave of sadness, the more we spoke. Bittersweet nostalgia, perhaps. It got a bit awkward in the conversation when the third friend(Lets name her Faye) started asking us about our relationships. It was normal for me, because she usually asked and I was happy to announce it was almost a year for me and 1, but it was hard to listen to Friend when he was speaking of his newest breakup. Why? Because, sad to say, I connected that to the relationship the two of us had. Only ours was much more complicated and lasted longer than a week, but still.And then the part of me started to think if Friend felt awkward listening to me speak about 1 as well.

I can say I have never laughed that much as I did talking to those two, though. Faye and Friend will always be the most special people in my life no matter what, even though we've drifted apart. And I only hope that today is the rebirth of our adventures together.