Biting 3-15 Times a day
Starving myself/going to bed hungry
Crying self to sleep
Planning how to kill them
Wondering how a cigarette tastes
Leaving the house without telling anyone and no one bothering to care
Suicidal thoughts
Reminding myself why I suffer
Working myself to the bone at my job and not wanting to leave
Not wanting to do anything but sleep and have sex when I am 'home'
Trying as hard as I can to not refer to this place as my home
